I got my wish...I don't like alot of attention on special days like this....and that is exactly what I got.... i sent my oldest son a specially made father's day note on friday night....and got a short zip on facebook saying...back atcha ...... my other son, the 22 year old...didn't bother to reply at all to a long letter I wrote to him....got a short note from my ex-daughter in law, and one from my oldest son's current live in lady....and then my wife sent me a note the night before and NOTHING at all happened from any of her family or her kids as far as I was concerned....SO BOY WAS I HAPPY....plus I go in to my mom's room and she is all whimpery because dad was gone and I told her WHAT ABOUT ME.....she said you don't understand...and I said...OK...but you know, I loved my dad, too....so all day it was ABOUT HER AND MY STEP SON HEATH took his nephew to the movies yesterday afternoon and then worked in the backyard with the relatives yesterday...3 of holley's family came by yesterday, her other son called her and I was this giant piece of crap laying in the corner....EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T WANT A BIG DEAL ABOUT IT...but a HAPPY FATHER'S DAY FROM ANY OF THEM WOULD HAVE HELPED SINCE MY OWN KIDS DIDN'T ACKNOWLEDGED IT..(the one stepson said I don't wanna say anything to kenny about happy fathers day because his son's don't do anything, I don't want to make him feel worse...hum?) --holley informed me of that yesterday while she was talking about how bad my family was about not remembering me...OK!!! OK I AM THROUGH COMPLAINING...NOW HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO REACT TO THE ONE SON WHO WENT TO THE MOVIES YESTERDAY'S BIRTHDAY COMING UP NEXT WEEK...AND THEN ON THE 29th HOLLEY'S IS COMING UP....WHAT DO I DO? IN THE END, THE STEP DAUGHTERS SON, TRISTAN SWAM ALL DAY AND GOT SICK LAST NIGHT AROUND 12:30 AND HOLLEY HAD JUST GOT TO OUR ROOM AND WE HAD WATCHED ABOUT 10 MINUTES OF TV...THEN SHE HAD TO RUSH DOWN AND THEY SPENT 2 HOURS DECIDING WHETHER HE WAS SICK ENOUGH FOR THE ER OR NOT...HE HAD A HEADEACHE AND FEVER .... HE WENT BACK TO SLEEP... AND TODAY THEY TOOK HIM TO DR...AND THE DR SAID THERE WAS A SUMMER BUG GOING AROUND....AND THAT WAS THAT....HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ME...LADEDA....WELL I GOT THAT OFF MY CHEST..I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER...LOL.. THINGS HERE DON'T GET BETTER.....PLEASE KEEP PRAYING..AND I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED..... KENNY...THE WONDER DOG...... ATTENTION: You must name this file before you can save it. Place the file name in the filename input next to the save button. well...joanie: reply to above 6-21-10 I laid a bunch of things on our table today....but of coarse, I don't think it really helped....Somehow the truth is never the way YOU see it when you start talking....so...i don't know...I know I am not perfect....and maybe..the vibes are too strong for me to get past...i know one thing tho...i made this trip, I came all this way....no one forced me...and this has to be a learning experience for me... I cant do any throwing out....Holley is more concerned about that grandchild than she is her own life....so tacked to the grandchild comes her daughter and son who helps her with the child....so i guess that is a given...even tho we moved away from mine...(but giving this to Holley, my grandkids hardly got to come around anyway....even my kids stayed away...??? I don't know why because Holley did try hard to be good to them too....) I am just gonna have to trust in the Lord..and quit whining...I don't think He likes whiners much.... JUST KNOW UNTIL YOU HEAR DIFFERENT..KEEP PRAYING THAT MY LIFE WILL BE MORE UPLIFTING WHERE I CAN BE TOO....I APPRECIATE YOU TWO MORE THAN YOU KNOW... (I WISH I HAD RICH HERE CLOSEBY AND AT LEAST IT WOULD BE ONE FRIEND I HAD....) IT IS LONELY DEALING WITH THINGS WHEN ALL YOU CAN DO IS WRITE ABOUT THEM AND THE PEOPLE YOU ARE WRITING ONLY GET A SHADE OF THE STORY...EVEN IF I AM TRYING TO BE TRUTHFUL....GOD BLESS YOU FOR CARING AND TRYING TO HELP.....THANKS... I AM SURE I WILL MAKE IT AND MAYBE LEARN SOMETHING IN THE PROCESS... thanks...sorry i wrote in caps i wasnt yelling at you just got in a hurry with the shift lock on.....:) kenny... ALSO: It is recommended that instead of using this "create a new page option" you should make your own template. Create a template file such as "html_template.html" and click to edit that file. You can then create your page with your own template and save it as any file name. For instance, if you use certain scripts, style sheets or meta tags in all of your pages you may want to create a template so you don't have to add those each time you create a page.