Ray and Chris

My Story

Two Little Boys,
One My Son,
The Other My Nephew
So Sweet,
I Miss Them So

Well On With
My Story
Ray Was Born
What A Doll He Was
Mom Used To Say
He Had More Hair
Than Most Men

My Niece Was Preg
With Chris
She Used To Say;
Aunt Susie,
I Want A Boy As
Sweet As Ray
I Said;
Mary,Whatever You Have,
The Baby
Will Be Just As Sweet,

Ray Was So Good,
Never Cried Unless
Hungry Or Wet,
Seemed Real Healthy
The Night Before He
Died My Sister(Bettyboop57)
And I Were Playing
With Him,
She Put A Ribbon
In His Hair
He Smiled At Her,
We All Went To Bed
Raymond Never Woke Up,
He Went Home To
Be With Our Father

We Were Lost
Without Him.
I Was Devastated
Didnt Know How I Could
Live Without Him,
That's When I
Turned To God,
And Got Saved
All I Could
Think About Was

Being With My Baby!!
Time Passed And Three Months
Later My Dad Died,
Was Very Hard To Bear
But I Had Jesus.
Three Months Later
Our Sweet Little
Chris Was Born
Wow What A Doll,
I Was Actually
Scared To Love Him Tho

But Everybody Loved Chris
I Was So Scared
I Was Gonna Lose Him Too
I Even Had A Dream That
A Little Boy
Died In Our Family.
And Was Buried In
The Same Lot As Ray

Ray Was In An
Adult Lot
But Chris Seemed
Very Healthy
A Year And A Half Passed
And Chris Was
Still With Us
So I Forgot
The Dream.
One Friday Night Chris,
His Mom And Baby Brother
Came To Visit Us
And Chris Said;
Aunt Tusie,Can
I Tay Alnight

I Said;Not Tonight Honey,
Maybe Next Weekend
Next Weekend
Never Came For Him
Sunday Night My
Sister Called And Said;

Something Was Wrong
With Chris
They Were Taking Him
To The Hospital
He Was Diagnosed
With Epiglitos
He Went In
On Sunday Night And
Died Tuesday Morning
Again We
Were Devastated,
But We Had God!
He Was Buried In
Same Lot With Ray.
We Miss And
Love Them So Much.

The Two Little
Cousins Were Finally Playmates

Raymond Lloyd

I'll SING YOU TO SLEEP

The time I held you in
my arms
was much shorter than
it should've been be,

But inside my heart
I still hold you,
And treasure the time
we had my sweet baby
Not a day goes by that
I don't think of you

Dear Mommy, I love you,
I hear your prayers
I sit beside you every
night and stroke your hair
Can't you feel me
touch you?
Holding your hand
as I watch you sleep,

My face touches you and
gives you a kiss on your cheek,
Not a night passes
when I'm not there!

My baby,
I only wish we had
shared more time,
your first christmas;
And birthday,

I feel in my life
there has been
an empty spot,
There's not a morning
I don't miss you and
shed a tear,

Dear Mommy,
I have seen you
shed your tears,
I have watched you struggle
throughout the years,

Don't you know I will
always be there with you,
Those Christmas's and birthday's
we didn't get to share,

Couldn't you feel
me there?
God sent me down there,

In your heart you
know i'll always be

Yes my precious Ray ,
I know it's true,
I have felt you in
many ways,

Yet I still feel
cheated at losing you!
At such an early age,
Is that wrong of me?

No mommy ,
I understand but can
I say this,
Sweet mommy,
my mommy whom
I love and adore,
I will be with
you forever,
As you fight depression;
I will be there to
help you overcome it,

All you need do
is think my name,
Or better yet sing
to yourself "Our Song",

The one you always
sang when you held me
When you start to sing,
I'll join in,
We will sing our
sweet song again together,

And soon your pain
will easeup,
Just as you can count,
on my brothers and
sisters to help,
You can always shut
your eyes and think of me,
I will come close and
hug you real tight,
My soul, my heart,
lives on in you,
Just as you mommy live
on inside of me,

Now please smile
for me mommy,

I love you Mommy

Christopher Raymond

Garden of Flowers

She wiped away
the leaves,
and laid down a
single white rose.

Thinking of what might
have been,
and pain only
the heart knows.
Another tear falls
in a garden of Flowers
He could have
been president,
a ballplayer or a Doctor.

But it was never
meant to be,
and we'll never look into
his blue blue eyes.

But something went
oh so wrong,
and our Chris was gone.
Another tear falls
in a garden of Flowers
we watched the
tubes and wires,
and they said that
he passed away.

A life snuffed
out too early,
never to see another day.
Another tear falls
in the garden
of Flowers.

Another day goes by
and we're all alone.
The world gets older
but he's still
two and a half

And we dream
of things,
that he would've done.
He'll never
ride a bicycle,
Or walk or take a
bus to school.

Oh but we have
alot of memories,
but we've lost
our precious jem.
Never play in
little league or basketball,
never have a first date,

We think of
so many things our
little Chris will miss.
Never graduate
from high school,
or go to college,

Never get married.
or know the thrill of
being called Dad,
We miss him
all the while.

As another tear falls
in the garden of Flowers,

Sweet Chris We Miss And Love You Always!

Redone On

4~9~2004

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